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Sep 29, 2004
I MOVED

Hey all...just so you know, I have moved to deadjournal...you can now view my entries at http://www.deadjournal.com/users/lightningdancer

Posted at 02:32 pm by KeLMarie
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Sep 26, 2004
My weekend

Man, I had a REALLLY busy weekend this weekend!! Good thing I did so much in order to get the fact off my mind that Sam was in New York for the weekend, and I worry about him a lot, 'cuz I wanna make sure he's okay!! But anyway yesterday, I was still asleep around 10:00 AM, and Amanda calls my house and woke me up...oopsie!! Hey, that's okay...I had to get up really soon anyway to get ready to go to the movies with Liz and Sean. But anyway, Amanda and I chatted on the phone for a little bit, and I told her about the weird dream I had the night before, and then I had to go and get something to eat for breakfast, and then I got in the shower. After my shower, I dried my hair and made it all funky-like, and then waited for Liz to pick me up, and then we got to the movie theater, bought our tickets for the movie "Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow", and Sean FINALLY arrived as the movie was starting...so he didn't miss anything, except previews. The movie overall was really good, I was just EXHAUSTED for some reason, and had to keep my eyes open, LOL!! The movie finally ended, and Liz, Sean and I all hung out and chatted for a little bit, and then Liz brought me home. Mom, Dad, David (my younger brother) and I all went out to eat at the Outback for supper, and I got a cheeseburger, but it came out undercooked, so I had to get a whole new order in, and I just took it home, seeing as though I just picked at the other food my parents had. But my dad's food came out gross too, so the bill wasn't high at all, w00t!! Go us!! LOL!! We then headed home, and I went out like a light last night!!

Man, did I struggle to get out of bed this morning at 10:00 AM...let me tell you something...NEVER masturbate before getting up when you're already exhausted...makes you even more tired then before, so NEVER MASTURBATE BEFORE GETTING UP!!!! Know from me, LOL!! Anyway, I finally got up around 10:00 AM, and got in the shower, and then Mom and I went to my Aunt Gail's house, and then headed over to my cousin's baby shower in Massachusetts, and I had lunch there, and I had pasta, bread, chicken, spinich pie, and pizza, and then dessert, YUM!!! My cousin (well, she's my cousin-in-law, but I call her my cousin) then opened all her gifts, and I took a picture of her and my cousin. (My actual cousin.) My aunt, Mom and I all headed back home, and I took a walk a little while later with my Guinea pig, and enjoyed the fresh air, ahhh!! Sam then called me back when he got home from New York, and him and I chatted for a little bit, and now, here I am now typing in my blog, LOL!! Well, I'm outta here. That was my weekend, and I will update again soon!! Everyone take care, and Sam, I love you!!!!

Posted at 08:55 pm by KeLMarie
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Sep 24, 2004
Another update...go me go me go me!!!!!

Hey all!! Yes...I am updating again this week....go me!! Anyway, on Monday night, guess what my dad got me??................................


...................................................

Give up?? Okay...I'll tell ya. He got me a cell phone!! YES!! A cell phone! And it's a Verizon!! W00t!! If I call other people who have Verizons, it's free, and then at night from 9:00 PM to 6:00 AM I get free minutes, and then ALL weekend, I get free minutes. Sweeet!! It's a camera-flip phone too, so that makes it even better!! I've picked out my ring tone, and display pictures, so all is good. Anyway, all week I've been home by myself, which has been nice, and I've just been chilling at home...which has been REALLLY nice!! Man...it seems like JUST yesterday I was at the mall with Sam, and it was 6 days ago...man...how this week FLEW by!!!

Anyway, Sam is going to New York tomorrow and coming back Sunday, and I'm gonna miss him like CRAZY!! I just hope nothing bad happens to him...I told him to call me if it does to let me know...but I highly doubt anything bad will happen. I worry too much, don't I? LOL. Well, I just wanna make sure Sam's okay...that's all...I know I can be a bit over-protective, but I love Sam to death. I'm sooo busy this weekend, it's not funny. Tomorrow, I'm going to the movies with my friends Liz and Sean (don't worry...not as a date, Sam!!) and we're going to see "Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow", so I'm looking forward to that. Liz is going to pick me up, which is cool.

Then Sunday, I'm going to my cousin's baby shower, and she's having a boy, YAY!! So I'm looking forward to my weekend, and then when I get back Sunday sometime, Sam will be home from New York, and I can talk to him finally!! Then next weekend, Sam and I are going to see "The Forgotten" and maybe I can have him over that day, hehehe....Well, I'm outta here. I'll update again soon...don't worry!! And Sam, HAVE FUN IN NEW YORK, AND I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted at 03:23 pm by KeLMarie
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Sep 20, 2004
My past 2 days

Hey all!! Yes...I am updating for once, LOL!! My weekend was pretty fun to be honest!! On Saturday, my mom and I left the house around 10:45 AM, and we picked Sam up to go to the Providence Place Mall. Let me tell you...I haven't seen it rain as hard (heh...hard) as it did Saturady in a LONNNGGG time!! My mom and dad were actually trying to bribe me to go to a closer mall to home, since it'd be tough to drive in a downpour...my dad had even offered to get me a cell phone the weekend, but I turned that down. I had made Sam a promise I was going to take him to Providence Place Mall for a day, and I was NOT going to break it!!!

Anyway, Mom dropped Sam and I off at the mall, and we had to make a run for it, seeing as though it was still downpouring. Sam and I then went to the food court, and he bought the both of us pizza, and me a drink. I gave Sam the gift I put together for him, seeing as though it was our 10 month anniversary, and I made him some chocolate pops, 2 hearts made of wood with our names on them, a handmade card, and some pictures. I think he really liked them! After we were done eating, we both went into EB Games, and Sam looked around for about 45 minutes...quite a long time to spend in a small store, but that's all right...EB Games is actually a cool store! It has A LOT of games in there, including games for the computer and for Playstation, X-Box, etc. Finally, Sam made up his mind what to get, and then we looked around the mall for a little bit more.

Sam and I went into Zoinks, which is an arcade/toy store, and we chilled there for a little bit, and we played air hockey, and Sam kicked my ass!! It was 7 to 6, so I guess it wasn't THAT bad. LOL. We went to look for the bookstore in the mall, but we couldn't find it, so we had to run outside in the POURING rain, which may I add was FREEZING, and we had to luck. We were in the right place before going out in the rain, LOL!! We were DRENCHED!!! Oopsie!!! Anyway, we found the bookstore, and we looked through all the different books, and Sam looked through the Latin books, which are kinda interesting I guess. We then went into the Discovery store, and I bought a natural sound machine, but I was short a few dollars, so Sam pitched in a few dollars and helped me pay for it...THANK YOU SAM!!!

We then went into CVS (CV ASS...HAHAHA...Lauren.) and Sam bought me a chocolate milk for me, and a root beer for him...the chocolate milk was okay, but it was a little too sweet I think...oh well!! Around 3:20 PM or so, Sam and I decided to take a break and find somewhere private to hang out. So we found a staircase to hang out at, and I stood on one of the stairs, and Sam stood at the bottom of the stairs, so we were actually face to face, and we ended up making out really quick...yum! He looked into my eyes after we were done kissing, and his face turned red, LOL!! Poor boy!! It was SOO cute though!! We then went to walk around the mall a little bit more, and we found a bench to sit down at, and he gave me a hug, and kissed me really quick on the side of my neck...felt REALLY good! My parents dropped Sam off at his house a little before 5:00 PM, and then Sam and I chatted online later...man...I love talking to Sam and being around him!

Anyway, yesterday, I finally bought a new couple's ring, and I'm PRAYING I get it soon in the mail. It's sterling silver, and it's going to have my initals and Sam's initals on it, and it's gonna be pretty!!! YAY!!! Today, I just hung out at home, seeing as though no one was home and my brother's at school, so it was nice to be home alone. I talked to Sam a little while ago, and he's going to New York this weekend, which means we can't get together until the weekend after...*sobs*...that's okay...at least I still get to see him, YAY!!! Well, I'm outta here now. I'll try to update more often so people can see what I've been up to aight? Happy 10 month anniversary again, Sam, and I love you SOOOO much!!!


Posted at 03:17 pm by KeLMarie
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Sep 17, 2004
Another survey

Yep!! It's another survey!! ENJOY!!! (Thanks to Amanda for this...I took it off her website :-P)

and in the beginning...

name: Kelly
name backwards: ylleK
does your name mean anything?: I dunno...I'll look some other time.
were you named after anyone: No
nickname(s): KeL
screenname(s): KeLKeL5385
date of birth: 5-03-85
place of birth: Providence, RI
current location: East Greenwich, RI
sign: Taurus
religion: Catholic
height: 5'0"
shoe size: Ummm...about 5
hair color: Right now it's a mixture of red, strawberry blonde and brown. My hair is naturally brown though.
eye color: Brown
what do you look like?: I'm short, blinding white skin, short hair, freckles
righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?: Righty
gay, straight, bi, or other: As far as I know, straight
how old are you mentally?: LOL...like 5 or 6.
describe yourself in 5 words: Short, paranoid, feminine, cuddly, huggable
what are your worst qualities: I'm WAYYYYYY too paranoid and anxious
what are your best qualities: Caring, understanding, loveable...I don't know!!!

who is your...
best friend(s): Amanda and Sam
best friend you trust more than anyone: Amanda and Sam
best friends {your sex}: Amanda, Amy, Liz
worst enemy: Don't have any
favorite on-line Guy(s): Sam, PK, Brian
favorite on-line Girl(s): Amanda, Stashie, Amy, Jill
funniest friend(s): Sam and PK
craziest friend(s): Guy and Ben R.
loudest friend (s): Guy and Ben R.

do you have...
any sisters: nope
any brothers: yes...a 12 year old brother named David
any pets: 5 actually...2 cats, 2 Guinea pigs and a fish
a disease: Paranoia
a pager: nope
a personal phone number: nope
a leather jacket with studs on it?: Uhh...no???
a heroin needle: Uhh....no???
a pool or hot tub: No :o( But I want BOTH!!
a car: Nope

describe your...
personality: Very paranoid, very tense, can be depressed, in love, and happy a bit
driving: BAD
car or one you want: Volkswagan Beetle!!!
school: Brand new...Katherine Gibbs!!!
bed: Small...it's a twin sized bed
relationship with your parent(s): Very good...dad can be a bit tempered at times, but overall, I get along fine with my parents

do you...
believe in yourself?: I guess so
believe in love at first sight?: Yes
consider yourself a good listener: Yes...until my ADD kicks in, LOL
consider yourself a good friend: Yes
get along with your parents: Yes
save your e-mail or conversations: At times
pray: Sometimes
believe in reincarnation: I'm not sure honestly
like to make fun of people: LOL yeah
like to talk on the phone: Yes
like to drive: Kinda
get motion sickness: YES
eat chicken fingers with a fork: Nope, hehe!!
dream in color: Yes
type with your fingers on home row: I have no idea what that means, LOL!!
sleep with a stuffed animal: At times I do

what was/is/are...
right next to you: My imaginary friend Blue from Blue's Clues
on the walls of your room: pictures of things, windows, a defalted balloon that I took the helium out of that Sam gave me for my graduation, etc.
on your mouse pad: A Gateway picture with a giant "G" on it
your dream date: A walk along any nice beach with Sam.
your dream honeymoon spot: Disney World or Hawaii
your dream husband/wife: Sam ;o).
your bedtime: Currently about midnight
under your bed: Lots of cool stuff...my scanner, a poster...etc.
the single most important question: Who's yo daddy?!?!
your bad time of the day: First getting up
your worst fear(s): Dying, losing Sam, becoming lonely
the time?: 7:02 PM
the date?: September 17, 2004
the best trick you ever played on someone?: Telling my dad we had won the lottery, when we didn't, LOL
the weirdest food or drink that you like?: Olives.
the hardest thing about growing up?: Acne/puberty
your funniest experience: I dunno...
your scariest moment?: When I went on Nightwing at Six Flags New England
the silliest thing you've said?: Dunno...
the funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex? I'm not sure.
The craziest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s)?: Almost got hit by a car crossing the street at the movies with Sam, LOL!!
the worst feeling in the world?: Being depressed, being paranoid, having your heart broken
the best feeling in the world?: Being in love ;o).

favorite...
number: heh...69.
color: Blue
day: Saturday
month: June/July
song: Too many to add up on here, LOL
movie: Lilo and Stitch, Austin Powers 1, 2 and 3, Lord of the Rings 1, 2 and 3...
food: Tacos, chicken, CHOCOLATE, burgers...
band: Vega Boys, Coldplay, I'm not good with band names...
season: Spring
sport: swimming and bowling
class: Ceramics and photography
teacher: Mr. Etchells, Mr. Kenney, Miss Clark...
drink: Cranberry-raspberry juice
veggie: celery, carrotts, cucumbers....
tv show: Whose line is it anyway, Lilo and Stitch the series, Maury, South Park, Crank Yankers
radio Station: 92 Pro FM (92.3)
store: Zoinks, Ring Carvers, Hallmark, Hot Topic, Things Remembered, SOOO many more!!

state: Florida

this or that...
me/you: Both
coke/pepsi: Neither.
day/night: Umm....night.
aol/aim: Aim
cd/cassette: CD
dvd/vhs: DVD
jeans/khakis: Jeans
car/truck: Car
tall/short: Tall
lunch/dinner: dinner
nsync/bsb: NEITHER
britney/christina: NEITHER!!!!!!
gap/old navy: Old navy
lipstick/lip gloss: Lipgloss
silver/gold: Silver
alcohol/weed: NEITHER!!!!!!!

love + relationships...
do you have a bf/gf?: Yes...a boyfriend
do you have a crush?: I still have a crush on my boyfriend...heheh
how long have you liked him/her?: Since about...mid October 2003.
why do you like this person?: He's got an AWESOME personality and he accepts me for who I am...not to mention, he's hott!!
does this person know you like him?: Umm...hello?? We're
dating???
are you friends with this person?: Yes...even though we're boyfriend and girlfriend
if you're single... why are you single?: ----
how long was your longest relationship?: 10 months (and STILL going!!)
how long was your shortest relationship?: 1 day, LOL
who was your first love?: Ben B.
what do you miss about them?: His goofy personality

the past...
what is the one thing you would change about your past?: Not date sooo many guys before Sam!!
what is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?: Not tried hard enough in high school.
last thing you heard: My cat meow...?? I don't know.
last thing you saw: cpu screen
last thing you said: "JAKE!!!" (my cat.)
who is the last person you saw?: Mom
who is the last person you kissed?: Sam
who is the last person you hugged?: dezi
who is the last person you fought with?: David (my brother)
who is the last person you were on the phone with?: Umm...I think Sam
what is the last tv show you saw?: Some show on
Discovery Health about Sex last night.
 

the present...
what are you wearing?: t-shirt, stretch shorts, no socks
what are you doing?: Filling out this survey??
who are you talking to?: Yo mom.
what song are you listening to?: None right now
where are you?: My room
who are you with?: My invisible friend Barney.
how are you feeling?: Excited, horny, sleepy.
are you in a chatroom?: No...I don't like chat rooms.

the future...
what day is it tomorrow?: Saturday
what are you going to do after this?: Press publish?? OH!! You mean after I get done with this....probably go masturbate.
who are you going to talk to?: Whoever's online.
where are you going to go?: My bed??
how old will you be when you graduate?: I was 19 when I graduated high school.
what do you want to be?: An adult!!
what is one of your dreams?: To get married to Sam in Disney World
where will you be in 25 years?: Married to Sam, and making lots of money to support our family.

have you ever...
drank?: A little bit...but with my parents.
smoked?: nope
had sex?: Nope
stole?: Nope
done anything illegal?: No
wanted to die?: No
hit someone?: Yes

etc...
do you write in cursive or print?: Print
what piercings do you have?: 3 in each of my ears
do you drive?: Not really
do you have glasses or braces?: Glasses
what was your weirdest dream?: TOOO many to say...but probably the ones where I'm at these weird theme parks.

self-evaluation...
what do you most like about your body?: my eyes
and least?: My stomach
how many fillings do you have?: none
do you think you're good looking?: I dunno...Sam says I am
do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: Yes
do you look like any celebrities?: Not that I know of

fashion...
do you wear a watch?: Yes
how many coats and jackets do you own?: Like 2 or 3??
favorite pants/skirt color?: My blue jeans
most expensive item of clothing?: I dunno...
most treasured?: I dunno...
what kind of shoes do you wear?: My Rebok sneakers
describe your style in one word: Paranoid
how long does it take you get ready in the mornings: Like...30 minutes or so


Posted at 12:56 pm by KeLMarie
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Sep 15, 2004
Finally an actual update, LOL

Hey everyone...I'm SOO sorry I haven't done an actual update in like...a month?? I'm SOO sorry. I've been SOO lazy it's not funny. Let me give a quick summary of what's been going on in the past month or so, and then what's been going on recently. Anyway, right before Sam started school, I went to the mall with him and my friend Liz, and we went to Newport Creamery (sp sorry) and then went to see the movie, "Exorsist: the Beginning", and then Sam gave me a HUGE hug after the movie was over, and then we all headed to the mall (which is right across the street from the movie theater) and I bought a new shirt. It's a shirt of Stewie from "Family Guy" and it has him pointing forward, and it says "YOU SUCK!!!" I thought it was HILIRIOUS, so I bought it. Mom picked us up, and dropped Liz and Sam home, and I cannot remember what else happened that week.

A couple weekends ago, I saw Sam and we went to see "Wicker Park", but I didn't understand the movie that much...ehh...oh well, not the end of the world!! I haven't seen Sam for 2 weeks now, seeing as though he just started school, so we get together every 2 weeks now. I'm seeing him this weekend though, and we're going to the Providence Place Mall. Woot!! Great place to find spots to make out, let me tell you, LOL!! Anyway, I had to have EVERYTHING wiped out of my computer, and I had to have everything reinstalled, my computer was THAT bad...but now that my computer is fixed, I keep getting random pop ups...I had 20 at one point all gathered up!! It's SOOOOOOOOOOOO annoying!! So now Dad has to install a pop-up blocker and a virus scan, because I cannot stand this anymore. I don't need my computer messed up again....I REALLLY don't need that.

Well, that's it for now...I'll update sometime this weekend, and tell you all about my Providence Place Mall experience with Sam. Hehehehehe. Everyone take care, and leave me a comment if you have the chance!! Bye bye all...and I love you Sam!!!

Posted at 06:29 pm by KeLMarie
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Sep 6, 2004
Here I am finally updating LOL!!

Okay...I'm sorry...I haven't updated in almost 3 weeks...I'm sorry. Here's a survey I took from someone's Livejournal... happy now I'm updating?? :oP.

i n f o r m a t i o n

01. name: Kelly Marie

r e l a t i o n s h i p s

01. Amanda, Sam, Liz, Sarah, Stashie, Amy
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes, I have a boyfriend

f a s h i o n | s t u f f

01. where is your favorite place to shop? I'd have to say Walmart, LOL.
02. any tattoos or piercings? I have my ears pierced...I'm going to get a tattoo soon though

s p e c i f i c s

01. do you do drugs? nope
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Head and Shoulders
03. what are you most scared of? Death, losing my boyfriend, being lonely.
04. what are you listening to right now? I'm watching some special on TV on Fox Family..dunno what it is...I'm basically just listening to it.
05. who is the last person that called you? Last person to call me...umm...Liz I think.
06. where do you want to get married? Disney World
07. how many buddies are online right now? 11...most of them are away though
08. what would you change about yourself? I'd try to change my personality and not be as worried or anxious/paranoid about everything.

f a v o u r i t e s

01. color: Blue and purple :o)
02. food: CHOCOLATE, tacos, chicken, burgers, etc. etc. etc.
03. boys' names: Samuel
04. girls' names: Umm...I dunno...
05. subjects in school: I'm no longer in school...but if I had to go back to high school and choose a favorite class, it'd be photography.
06. animals: Cats, dogs, Guinea pigs, birds. you name it, I love it :o).
07. sports: I hate sports.
08. perfume: I have no idea
09. cologne: I dunno

h a v e | y o u | e v e r

01. given anyone a bath? Nope...just my uinea pigs and my cats
02. smoked? Nope
03. bungee jumped? nope..but I want to
04. made yourself throw up? Ewwww no!!
05. skinny dipped? No...but I want to
06: ever been in love? I am right now :o)
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? I may have before, but I don't remember when
08. pictured your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend naked? Yes...I have pictured my boyfriend naked...heheh
09. actually seen your crush naked? Sadly, no :o(
10. cried when someone died? Yes...when my cousin Dawn died and when my Nana died :o(
11. lied: Every now and then we all do
12. fallen for your best friend? Well, my boyfriend is my best friend, so I guess I have :o)
13. been rejected? A few years back
14. rejected someone? Yes
15. used someone? I have before...my junior year semi-formal..I was desperate to find someone so I asked one of my last minute friends to go with me
16. done something you regret? OH YES.

c u r r e n t

clothes: PJ's and underwear and that's it.

music: None
make-up: none
annoyance: Little kids
smell: Clean Guinea pig sitting on my lap
favorite artist: I dunno...Clay Aiken
favorite group: Coldplay I guess...?
desktop picture: A picture of a dolphin I took a picture of in Florida
cd in player: None right now
dvd in player: I dunno...shall I go look JUST for you??
color of toenails: Light blue

l a s t | p e r s o n

you touched: Myself...LOL...OH!! You mean someone else...Sam then. We were JUST holding hands okay??
hugged: Sam
you imed: Amanda's boyfriend Brian...but he IMed me 1st!
you kissed: Sam

a r e | y o u

understanding: I guess so
open-minded: yup
arrogant: Not really
insecure: I am a lot...
interesting: I guess so...I dunno...
hungry: nope
smart: Ehh...I dunno...
moody: YES
hardworking: I can be if I try to be
organized: Hell no
healthy: I guess so
shy: Yes
attractive: Sam says I am...so I guess so...
bored easily: yes and no
responsible: Yes
obsessed: Roller coasters
angry: Not right now
sad: I am quite a bit actually
dissapointed:Not right now.
happy: Kinda
hyper: Not right now, no.
trusting: Yes
talkative: Yes
legal: Am I legal...what kind of question is this??? Of course I'm friggen legal!!!

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a

kill: Your mom.
slap: Lots of people
get high with: Amanda...LOL...I dunno.
look like: Your mom.
talk to offline: Sam and Amy
talk to online: Sam and Stashie and Amanda

r a n d o m

in the morning i am: Really half asleep and hungry and cranky
all i need is: Prozac
i dream about: Amusement parks, Sam, Florida, having sex, etc.

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r

coke or pepsi: Neither, but IF I had to choose, it'd be Coke
flowers or candy: Can I choose both?? PLEEEASEEE???
tall or short: Tall 'cuz my Sam is tall :o)
what do you notice first: As in noticing people of the opposite sex?? Then probably height, smile and eyes.
last person you slow danced with: Sam at the prom.
worst question to ask: "Do you masturbate??" (LOL)
who makes you laugh the most: Amanda and Sam and Sarah
who makes you smile: Sam all the way :o)
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: I always get butterflies in my stomach whenever Sam and I get together for the first minute or so when we 1st see each other...then I'm fine :o)
who do you have a crush on: I still have a crush on Sam...I'm just sooo lucky to be with him and to have such a WONDERFUL boyfriend...while at the same time, I have a crush on him too!! :oD
Who has a crush on you: I don't know...Sam probably still does, but other guys might too, but all other guys other than Sam who have a crush on me, SUCK!!! And I will NOT go out with anyone else. Sorry.

d o | y o u | e v e r

sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: Nope
save conversations: I use to, but my family could easily get into them, so I stopped saving them like a year ago.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: When I have my period, sometimes I wish I was a dude. But other than that, no.
wish you were younger: Yes...so I'd actually look my age!!!
cry because someone said something to you: Yes...last night I was really touched by what my boyfriend said to me, and I started getting tearry eyed...in a good way though...don't worry!!

n u m b e r

of times i have had my heart broken: Umm...twice probably...1st time, I was dumped by who I thought I was in love with, and his name was Ben. 2nd time I will not give out the name, but he broke my heart because he was developing feelings for someone else when we were dating.
of hearts i have broken: One or two...but that's it.
of guys i've kissed: 4...I admit it....
of girls i've kissed: 1 other girl, just on the cheek years ago.
of continents i have lived in: 1???
of tight friends: Hehehe...tight. Okay...get outta my head bad thought. Of tight friends I have...let's see...Amanda, Amy and Sam
of cds i own: Like 20 something or so...
of scars on my body: A WHOLLLE lot...LOL...most of them from animal scratches though.

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s

01. do you like filling these out: Yes
02. how many people are you sending this to: No one probably...I'm just posting this up on my Blog.
03. who will send it back: None cuz it's on my Blog, LOL
04. least likely to send it back: NO ONE!!! STOP THIS!!!
05. gold or silver: Silver
06. what was the last film you saw at the movies: Wicker Park
07. favourite cartoon/anime: Family Guy, Futarama, Simpsons, King of the Hill, Lilo and Stitch, etc.
08. what did you have for breakfast this morning: Kudo bars, LOL...mmm!!
09. who would you love being locked in a room with: Sam...heheh
10. could you live without your computer: NO
11. would you colour your hair: I've colored my hair SOOO many times...so yes I'd color ir (again)
12. could you ever get off the computer: Yes
13. habla espanol: ????
14. how many people are on your buddy list: Umm...lemme see...over 100 I think...most of them I don't talk to though.
15. drink alcohol: No...I have tried some thought but not enough to get drunk.
16. like watching sunrises or sunsets: Never awake for sunrise...seen a sunset, and I'd like to join Sam in one too :o)
17. what hurts the most: Being rejected or having your heart broken

THE END

Posted at 11:41 am by KeLMarie
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Aug 18, 2004
The past week or so

(TODAY HAS BEEN 9 MONTHS ME AND SAM HAVE BEEN TOGETHER!!! I love you SOOOOOO much, Sam!!!) Yes, I know I already put up another entry today, but now I gotta add up what's been going on after we got home, LOL!! The Sunday after we got home from Florida, my family and I all went to my Aunt Gail's house for a pool party (but I didn't go swimming...the pool was TOOO cold, LOL!!) and cookout. I played with her dogs there, and then we went home later on. Monday came along, and I had to keep an eye on my brother until my dad got home. Sam and I got together that Monday night, and I gave him ALL his gifts, and he REALLLY liked them!! Only thing is that the ring I had made for him ONLY fit his pinky, but he's been wearing it EVERY single day since I've given it to him, but I'm gonna have it resized for him. Anyway, we got together that night, and we went to see "The Village" and it was a REALLLY good movie, but the ending was REALLLLY confusing...oh well!! Sam gave me a HUGGGE hug at the end of the movie, and we headed into my mom's car and she dropped Sam off for the night.

The rest of the week I was bored outta my mind, and finally Saturday came along, and Sam got to spend the day with me at my house, YAY!! I showed him all my Florida pictures and the movies I took in Florida, and then we had lunch...we had grilled cheese...YUM!! Sam and I then hung out in my room for a little bit, and we kissed a bit, and after we made out at one point Sam was staring me right in the eye, and I got a little bit nervous and couldn't stop smiling and giggling!! So Sam asked me if I was all right, and I just said I was a little giggly, LOL!! We then went for a walk up my street, and we passed by a farm with 2 loose goats, and stupid me had to go near them and yell "BAHHHH!!! BAHHHHH!!" LOL!! So the goats heard me, and they starting RUNNING towards us, chasing me and Sam!! So Sam GRABBED my hand and FLEW down our street with the goats right on our asses, LMAO!!! It was SOOO funny!! Finally the goats stopped, and my dad passed us, honked his horn, scaring the CRAP outta Sam, making him yell out, "JESUS CHRIST!!" Oh my God...it was SOOO funny!!

We then got back to my house went in my room, closed the door, and Sam popped in the DVD he had brought over which was "Ghost Ship" into my computer's DVD player, and we cuddled while watching it. I had my head right on his chest, and he had his arms around me, and we stayed like that for a LONNG time, even though I was REALLLY dizzy at one point, LOL!! Sam and I made out one last time before my mom took him home, and then he gave me a HUGE hug and a quick peck on my neck, and I kissed him back on the lips :o). Mom then dropped him off, and we came back home for supper. Sunday I went over to my friend Meaghan's house, seeing as though she's going off to college tomorrow actually :o( so Mom and I went over and visited for a bit, had a bite to eat there, and I hung out with Meg for a little bit. (Meg, good luck in college...I'm gonna miss you!! I've known you since we were in 1st grade!!! I love ya!!!!)

The rest of this week I've been home with my brother, while other days I've had the house to myself, and it's been boring. Saturday, I'm going to the mall and movies with Sam and my friend Liz, and we're gonna see the Exorsist!! Cool, huh?? Then we're gonna go shopping at the mall hopefully!! Well, I'm outta here...I'll update as soon as something comes up okay?? Sam, again, happy 9 month anniversary...you are the ABSOLUTE BEST and I LOVE YOU!!!!

Posted at 06:24 pm by KeLMarie
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Long time no update huh??

Hey all...I'm REALLLY sorry I haven't updated in almost a month..I admit I wasn't really up to updating for a bit until I realized I hadn't updated until before we left for Florida, LOL!! Anyway, here is a brief summary about my vacation.

The first day (Saturday, July 29, 2004) we were in Florida, we went to Chef Mickey's for dinner, (Mom's birthday as well.) and Amanda forgot to take her "lactose intolerant" pill, and she got really sick after we ate...oops!! My dad ate wayyy too much, and he also got sick, LOL!!! But they were both fine a bit later, and we took lots of pictures, and I took movies of everyone in our villa pool.

The second day, we went to MGM Studios and Amanda, David and I all went on Star Tours, the Backlot Tour, Muppetvision 4D, and Who Wants to Be a Millionare Play it! We spent until lunch at MGM, and then headed back and went swimming, and then we went to Magic Kingdom for the evening. I went on Space Mountain, Spalsh Mountain, Big Thunder Mountain, Buzz Lightyear, and the Haunted Mansion!! Was a lot of fun, and a long, fun day!!

The third day, we all went to Sea World, and I went on Kraken twice...the 2nd time I went on Kraken, I had front row!! Was REALLLY fun!! We watched some Sealion shows and a killer whale show, and had lunch at the park...was a REALLLY long line for the lunch line, but that's all right. We stayed until later on in the afternoon, and before we left Sea World, all of us went gift shopping, and I got myself a mini manatee waterglobe, and I got Sam a Seaworld dolphin t-shirt!! We then headed back to the villa to relax for the day. Can't remember what else we did this day...I think we spent the rest of the time at the villa in the pool and relaxing.

The fourth day, we went to my mom's friend's house for the day, and I caught lizards at her house, which is also a villa!! Amanda, Mom and I all went to get manicures and pedicures done, and O'll never have that done again, LOL!! I'm SOOO ticklish it's not funny, LOL!! We spent the rest of the day at Jackie's (Mom's friend), and we left really late at night to come back to our villa, and I went right to bed, LOL!!

The fifth day, we all went on an airboat ride at Boggy Creek's airboats, and before we got on the airboat, I got to hold an alligator!! How cool is that?!? Amanda and David also got to hold the alligator too...my parents were toooo chicken to, LOL!! Finally, we got on the airboat, and the tour guide person took us through TALLL grasses, and we saw wild alligators, and one even hissed at us...scary!! LOL!! Then for lunch, we all went to the Disney World camp ground and ate at this buffet place called Trail's End Buffet, and I had fried chicken, cornbread, and a dessert...wasn't THAT great, but hey...it filled me up!! We went to the petting zoo after that which is right in the campground, and we fed them some fruit, and then went to see the horses in their stalls. They were SOOO cool and SOOOO pretty!! Anyway, we headed back to the villa, went swimming, and then went to bed for the night!!

The sixth day, Amanda and I were dropped off at this place called "Discovery Cove" which is owned by Sea World. Anyway, Amanda and I got to swim with sting ray, Tropical fish, and then a clear water area with waterfalls that has no animals in the water...it was comfortable temperature water too! There was a NASTY thunderstorm that hit the park, and we had to wait it out, and finally, the time came to go swimming with the dolphins!! It was SOOO much fun!! We got to kiss a dolphin, swim with the dolphin, and have the dolphin do tricks for us!! Was a lot of fun!! That time was finally done, and Amanda and I ordered some pictures from the dolphin experience, picked them up, and then Mom and Dad picked us up and brought us back to our villa. But before Amanda and I left, we went gift shopping, and I got myself a HUGGGE stuffed dolphin, and I got Sam a little stuffed dolphin!! Man, I was EXHAUSTED for the rest of the day!! Spent the rest of the day at the villa, and went to bed..whew...what a long day!!

The seventh day, Dad, David and I all went back to Sea World for a bit, and I went on Kraken for the third time since we went to Sea World the first time, LOL!! We went to a dolphin show which was REALLY cool and REALLY cute, and then we went to a show called Pets Ahoy, which had household pets performing cool tricks. We had lunch at (Olive Garden??) and we had REALLLY bad service...hey...that's okay...not the end of the world. Looked in some gift shops, and then went back to the villa and swam a bit, and had to get to bed early for the next day.

The eighth day, Amanda and I were dropped off at Busch Gardens, and I headed to Montu (a roller coaster where your feet dangle and you hang from a track) and I went on front row on that, and it started POURING as I was on it, so my face was pelted by rain the whole time, and it HURT!! But I still had fun. After the ride was over, Amanda and I headed somewhere to keep dry, and waited out the downpour, and then headed to the Cheetah Chase wild mouse roller coaster, and Amanda and I both went on that, and then went on the river rapids ride, which made my socks and shoes DRENCHED for the rest of the day, LOL, but that's okay!! I also went on Kumba, and Amanda and I went on Scorpian, which has a single loop, and it's kinda scary though fun, hehe!! I went back on Montu, and sometime during the day we had lunch, yum!! Amanda and I also went gift shopping, and I got myself a stuffed animal tiger, and got Sam a stuffed giraffe!! Mom and Dad picked us up later on during the day, and we went out to eat, and headed to the villa again!! Whew...what a long day!

The ninth day: We went to Typhoon Lagoon for the morning, and I went on a few waterslides and the wavepool...but I got out since the waves were pulling down my bathing suit and making my boobs pop out, LOL!!! Oopsie!! My face was reallly bothering me from sunburn, so we ended up leaving early to head back to the villa for lunch, and then we all went for a ride to look at different shops and different places. We went to see Piano Bob at this typical hotel we stay at, and we had a good time there!! We then headed back to the villa for the night and for a swim!!

The tenth day: (Head home day) All of us went to this place called "Old Town" where it has these old fashion type rides (old roller coaster, tilt-a-whirl, scrambler, etc.) and David, Amanda and I all went on all these whacky rides, and I almost got sick!! LOL!! We then headed to the airport, had lunch and waited for our plane to arrive. FINALLY it arrived, and we headed home!! We got home around 10:30 PM!! WOW...what a long day and vacation!! ALSO, I forgot to add in, all of us went to Downtown Disney one day, and I got Sam and I 2 rings with his and my initals on it with a heart in the middle of our initals...so pretty!!! I also got a few more waterglobes when in Florida, and now I have over 25 waterglobes, w00t!!!


Posted at 06:03 pm by KeLMarie
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Jul 26, 2004
3 more days!!!

Hey...sorry I haven't updated since last weekend. Nothing really interesting all week until this weekend, LOL. All last week I had to keep an eye on my brother at home, seeing as though my parents were both working...oh boy...what fun. Anyway, Saturday finally came, and Mom and I went to my Aunt Carol's beach house, and there was a craft show going on across the street from her house. So, my mom, Aunt Carol, and my Aunt Gail all went to the craft show, and my Aunt Gail tried to sell the scarves she made, but not a lot of people showed up at the craft show :o(. That's okay though. My Aunt Gail tried to teach me how to knit, and I definitely can't do it. But, it was worth the try!! Mom and I headed home around 4:45 PM, headed to the market to pick up a few things, and got home around 5:30 PM. I went to bed between 10:00 PM and 11:00 PM.

I woke up Sunday morning (yesterday) around 9:30 AM, and then called Sam up around 11:20 AM or so to make sure he was still coming over at 11:30 AM, and he was!! So he got a ride over to my house around 11:30 AM, and we hung out in my room for a little bit, watching TV, and I gave him his gift. I made him a couple's necklace with our names on it, and a heart charm in the middle of the names, and Sam put it on as soon as I gave it to him!! Mom was going to make us lunch, but she didn't start it until over an hour after Sam came over, LOL!! Sam and I watched some more TV, and we made out for a little bit, and then lunch was finally done!! My mom had made Sam and I tacos, and Sam had 3, I had 2. After we ate lunch, Sam and I went for a walk up my street, and took about 10-15 minutes, and then came back home, and watched more TV in my room, and we cuddled, and we made out again, LOL!! Sam's gotten really good with French kissing recently!! But it's always great kissing Sam, no matter how we kiss. Sam and I ended up watching random shows on TV, including Spike TV, and the Food channel, yum, LOL!!

Sam and I then went for another walk, opposite direction of where we walked last time, and chatted a bit while holding hands. We took about 10-15 minutes again, and got back home, and it was almost time for Sam to go home :o(. We ended up getting some pictures of us, which came out really good actually!! Right before Sam had to be dropped off at him, he gave me a HUGGE hug, and he kissed me on the side of my neck, which always feels REALLY good, and I returned it by kissing him really quick and gently on his lips, and he looked into my eyes and smiled :o). Then Mom and I were ready to take Sam home, and I asked him for another hug, which he gladly did!! It ALWAYS feels GREAT to have his arms around me, and my arms around him!! We then dropped Sam back off at his house, and then later that night, I talked to him online, which is ALWAYS great!!

Today was another day to watch my brother...oh what fun. We got into a fight as usual, but hey, siblings are going to do that!! Then a little while ago, I went down to this pond which has a walkway/path to it, and my brother and my dad also went. Now, here I am now, LOL!! Waiting for Sam to come on later...I can't wait!! Okay, I'm outta here. I'll MAYBE type in here before I leave for Florida Thursday.

Posted at 07:25 pm by KeLMarie
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