(TODAY HAS BEEN 9 MONTHS ME AND SAM HAVE BEEN TOGETHER!!! I love you SOOOOOO much, Sam!!!) Yes, I know I already put up another entry today, but now I gotta add up what's been going on after we got home, LOL!! The Sunday after we got home from Florida, my family and I all went to my Aunt Gail's house for a pool party (but I didn't go swimming...the pool was TOOO cold, LOL!!) and cookout. I played with her dogs there, and then we went home later on. Monday came along, and I had to keep an eye on my brother until my dad got home. Sam and I got together that Monday night, and I gave him ALL his gifts, and he REALLLY liked them!! Only thing is that the ring I had made for him ONLY fit his pinky, but he's been wearing it EVERY single day since I've given it to him, but I'm gonna have it resized for him. Anyway, we got together that night, and we went to see "The Village" and it was a REALLLY good movie, but the ending was REALLLLY confusing...oh well!! Sam gave me a HUGGGE hug at the end of the movie, and we headed into my mom's car and she dropped Sam off for the night.

The rest of the week I was bored outta my mind, and finally Saturday came along, and Sam got to spend the day with me at my house, YAY!! I showed him all my Florida pictures and the movies I took in Florida, and then we had lunch...we had grilled cheese...YUM!! Sam and I then hung out in my room for a little bit, and we kissed a bit, and after we made out at one point Sam was staring me right in the eye, and I got a little bit nervous and couldn't stop smiling and giggling!! So Sam asked me if I was all right, and I just said I was a little giggly, LOL!! We then went for a walk up my street, and we passed by a farm with 2 loose goats, and stupid me had to go near them and yell "BAHHHH!!! BAHHHHH!!" LOL!! So the goats heard me, and they starting RUNNING towards us, chasing me and Sam!! So Sam GRABBED my hand and FLEW down our street with the goats right on our asses, LMAO!!! It was SOOO funny!! Finally the goats stopped, and my dad passed us, honked his horn, scaring the CRAP outta Sam, making him yell out, "JESUS CHRIST!!" Oh my God...it was SOOO funny!!

We then got back to my house went in my room, closed the door, and Sam popped in the DVD he had brought over which was "Ghost Ship" into my computer's DVD player, and we cuddled while watching it. I had my head right on his chest, and he had his arms around me, and we stayed like that for a LONNG time, even though I was REALLLY dizzy at one point, LOL!! Sam and I made out one last time before my mom took him home, and then he gave me a HUGE hug and a quick peck on my neck, and I kissed him back on the lips :o). Mom then dropped him off, and we came back home for supper. Sunday I went over to my friend Meaghan's house, seeing as though she's going off to college tomorrow actually :o( so Mom and I went over and visited for a bit, had a bite to eat there, and I hung out with Meg for a little bit. (Meg, good luck in college...I'm gonna miss you!! I've known you since we were in 1st grade!!! I love ya!!!!)

The rest of this week I've been home with my brother, while other days I've had the house to myself, and it's been boring. Saturday, I'm going to the mall and movies with Sam and my friend Liz, and we're gonna see the Exorsist!! Cool, huh?? Then we're gonna go shopping at the mall hopefully!! Well, I'm outta here...I'll update as soon as something comes up okay?? Sam, again, happy 9 month anniversary...you are the ABSOLUTE BEST and I LOVE YOU!!!!

Hey all...I'm REALLLY sorry I haven't updated in almost a month..I admit I wasn't really up to updating for a bit until I realized I hadn't updated until before we left for Florida, LOL!! Anyway, here is a brief summary about my vacation.

The first day (Saturday, July 29, 2004) we were in Florida, we went to Chef Mickey's for dinner, (Mom's birthday as well.) and Amanda forgot to take her "lactose intolerant" pill, and she got really sick after we ate...oops!! My dad ate wayyy too much, and he also got sick, LOL!!! But they were both fine a bit later, and we took lots of pictures, and I took movies of everyone in our villa pool.

The second day, we went to MGM Studios and Amanda, David and I all went on Star Tours, the Backlot Tour, Muppetvision 4D, and Who Wants to Be a Millionare Play it! We spent until lunch at MGM, and then headed back and went swimming, and then we went to Magic Kingdom for the evening. I went on Space Mountain, Spalsh Mountain, Big Thunder Mountain, Buzz Lightyear, and the Haunted Mansion!! Was a lot of fun, and a long, fun day!!

The third day, we all went to Sea World, and I went on Kraken twice...the 2nd time I went on Kraken, I had front row!! Was REALLLY fun!! We watched some Sealion shows and a killer whale show, and had lunch at the park...was a REALLLY long line for the lunch line, but that's all right. We stayed until later on in the afternoon, and before we left Sea World, all of us went gift shopping, and I got myself a mini manatee waterglobe, and I got Sam a Seaworld dolphin t-shirt!! We then headed back to the villa to relax for the day. Can't remember what else we did this day...I think we spent the rest of the time at the villa in the pool and relaxing.

The fourth day, we went to my mom's friend's house for the day, and I caught lizards at her house, which is also a villa!! Amanda, Mom and I all went to get manicures and pedicures done, and O'll never have that done again, LOL!! I'm SOOO ticklish it's not funny, LOL!! We spent the rest of the day at Jackie's (Mom's friend), and we left really late at night to come back to our villa, and I went right to bed, LOL!!

The fifth day, we all went on an airboat ride at Boggy Creek's airboats, and before we got on the airboat, I got to hold an alligator!! How cool is that?!? Amanda and David also got to hold the alligator too...my parents were toooo chicken to, LOL!! Finally, we got on the airboat, and the tour guide person took us through TALLL grasses, and we saw wild alligators, and one even hissed at us...scary!! LOL!! Then for lunch, we all went to the Disney World camp ground and ate at this buffet place called Trail's End Buffet, and I had fried chicken, cornbread, and a dessert...wasn't THAT great, but hey...it filled me up!! We went to the petting zoo after that which is right in the campground, and we fed them some fruit, and then went to see the horses in their stalls. They were SOOO cool and SOOOO pretty!! Anyway, we headed back to the villa, went swimming, and then went to bed for the night!!

The sixth day, Amanda and I were dropped off at this place called "Discovery Cove" which is owned by Sea World. Anyway, Amanda and I got to swim with sting ray, Tropical fish, and then a clear water area with waterfalls that has no animals in the water...it was comfortable temperature water too! There was a NASTY thunderstorm that hit the park, and we had to wait it out, and finally, the time came to go swimming with the dolphins!! It was SOOO much fun!! We got to kiss a dolphin, swim with the dolphin, and have the dolphin do tricks for us!! Was a lot of fun!! That time was finally done, and Amanda and I ordered some pictures from the dolphin experience, picked them up, and then Mom and Dad picked us up and brought us back to our villa. But before Amanda and I left, we went gift shopping, and I got myself a HUGGGE stuffed dolphin, and I got Sam a little stuffed dolphin!! Man, I was EXHAUSTED for the rest of the day!! Spent the rest of the day at the villa, and went to bed..whew...what a long day!!

The seventh day, Dad, David and I all went back to Sea World for a bit, and I went on Kraken for the third time since we went to Sea World the first time, LOL!! We went to a dolphin show which was REALLY cool and REALLY cute, and then we went to a show called Pets Ahoy, which had household pets performing cool tricks. We had lunch at (Olive Garden??) and we had REALLLY bad service...hey...that's okay...not the end of the world. Looked in some gift shops, and then went back to the villa and swam a bit, and had to get to bed early for the next day.

The eighth day, Amanda and I were dropped off at Busch Gardens, and I headed to Montu (a roller coaster where your feet dangle and you hang from a track) and I went on front row on that, and it started POURING as I was on it, so my face was pelted by rain the whole time, and it HURT!! But I still had fun. After the ride was over, Amanda and I headed somewhere to keep dry, and waited out the downpour, and then headed to the Cheetah Chase wild mouse roller coaster, and Amanda and I both went on that, and then went on the river rapids ride, which made my socks and shoes DRENCHED for the rest of the day, LOL, but that's okay!! I also went on Kumba, and Amanda and I went on Scorpian, which has a single loop, and it's kinda scary though fun, hehe!! I went back on Montu, and sometime during the day we had lunch, yum!! Amanda and I also went gift shopping, and I got myself a stuffed animal tiger, and got Sam a stuffed giraffe!! Mom and Dad picked us up later on during the day, and we went out to eat, and headed to the villa again!! Whew...what a long day!

The ninth day: We went to Typhoon Lagoon for the morning, and I went on a few waterslides and the wavepool...but I got out since the waves were pulling down my bathing suit and making my boobs pop out, LOL!!! Oopsie!! My face was reallly bothering me from sunburn, so we ended up leaving early to head back to the villa for lunch, and then we all went for a ride to look at different shops and different places. We went to see Piano Bob at this typical hotel we stay at, and we had a good time there!! We then headed back to the villa for the night and for a swim!!

The tenth day: (Head home day) All of us went to this place called "Old Town" where it has these old fashion type rides (old roller coaster, tilt-a-whirl, scrambler, etc.) and David, Amanda and I all went on all these whacky rides, and I almost got sick!! LOL!! We then headed to the airport, had lunch and waited for our plane to arrive. FINALLY it arrived, and we headed home!! We got home around 10:30 PM!! WOW...what a long day and vacation!! ALSO, I forgot to add in, all of us went to Downtown Disney one day, and I got Sam and I 2 rings with his and my initals on it with a heart in the middle of our initals...so pretty!!! I also got a few more waterglobes when in Florida, and now I have over 25 waterglobes, w00t!!!

Hey...sorry I haven't updated since last weekend. Nothing really interesting all week until this weekend, LOL. All last week I had to keep an eye on my brother at home, seeing as though my parents were both working...oh boy...what fun. Anyway, Saturday finally came, and Mom and I went to my Aunt Carol's beach house, and there was a craft show going on across the street from her house. So, my mom, Aunt Carol, and my Aunt Gail all went to the craft show, and my Aunt Gail tried to sell the scarves she made, but not a lot of people showed up at the craft show :o(. That's okay though. My Aunt Gail tried to teach me how to knit, and I definitely can't do it. But, it was worth the try!! Mom and I headed home around 4:45 PM, headed to the market to pick up a few things, and got home around 5:30 PM. I went to bed between 10:00 PM and 11:00 PM.

I woke up Sunday morning (yesterday) around 9:30 AM, and then called Sam up around 11:20 AM or so to make sure he was still coming over at 11:30 AM, and he was!! So he got a ride over to my house around 11:30 AM, and we hung out in my room for a little bit, watching TV, and I gave him his gift. I made him a couple's necklace with our names on it, and a heart charm in the middle of the names, and Sam put it on as soon as I gave it to him!! Mom was going to make us lunch, but she didn't start it until over an hour after Sam came over, LOL!! Sam and I watched some more TV, and we made out for a little bit, and then lunch was finally done!! My mom had made Sam and I tacos, and Sam had 3, I had 2. After we ate lunch, Sam and I went for a walk up my street, and took about 10-15 minutes, and then came back home, and watched more TV in my room, and we cuddled, and we made out again, LOL!! Sam's gotten really good with French kissing recently!! But it's always great kissing Sam, no matter how we kiss. Sam and I ended up watching random shows on TV, including Spike TV, and the Food channel, yum, LOL!!

Sam and I then went for another walk, opposite direction of where we walked last time, and chatted a bit while holding hands. We took about 10-15 minutes again, and got back home, and it was almost time for Sam to go home :o(. We ended up getting some pictures of us, which came out really good actually!! Right before Sam had to be dropped off at him, he gave me a HUGGE hug, and he kissed me on the side of my neck, which always feels REALLY good, and I returned it by kissing him really quick and gently on his lips, and he looked into my eyes and smiled :o). Then Mom and I were ready to take Sam home, and I asked him for another hug, which he gladly did!! It ALWAYS feels GREAT to have his arms around me, and my arms around him!! We then dropped Sam back off at his house, and then later that night, I talked to him online, which is ALWAYS great!!

Today was another day to watch my brother...oh what fun. We got into a fight as usual, but hey, siblings are going to do that!! Then a little while ago, I went down to this pond which has a walkway/path to it, and my brother and my dad also went. Now, here I am now, LOL!! Waiting for Sam to come on later...I can't wait!! Okay, I'm outta here. I'll MAYBE type in here before I leave for Florida Thursday.

Hey everyone!! How was everyone's week?? Mine was boring, but yet, it was all right. I got to talk to Sam online quite often a few nights in a row, so I was happy!! He's doing A LOT better now, and him and I went to the movies yesterday to celebrate him and my 8 month anniversary together!! 8 WHOLE months him and I have been together..WHICH IS TODAY!!!...DOUBLE the 2nd longest relationship I had...wow!! And I love Sam more and more each day...is that even possible?? Well, I guess when you put me and Sam together, our love just grows and grows!! :o). Anway, Sam and I went to see "I Robot" yesterday, and it was a REALLLY good movie may I say! Sam and I held hands the whole time, and then the movie ended, and he kissed me...hehehe....felt really good!! Then he looked into my eyes and smiled at me....I LOVE whenever he does that...it makes me feel REALLY good!

We then got nachos for lunch, and we just hung out for a little bit, sat on a cushioned bench, and he gave me a HUGGE hug, and I gave him a quick peck on his cheek, and he returned the favor as well, so we both got two kisses yesterday...hehehe!! ;o). Then he lgazed into my eyes again...*shivers* Heheheh!! Mom then came to pick us up, and dropped Sam off at home, and then we went back home, and we went to Applebees last night for dinner. I then went to bed around 10:30 PM last night, and got up around 9:45 AM or so this morning, checked my mail, and then Sam called me a little after noon, and we chatted for a bit, and wished each other a happy 8 month anniversary!! Heheh!! Now here I am now, EXHAUSTED, seeing as though I rode my brother's new ATV (a.k.a. Quad) around a lot earlier today, so now I'm drained, LOL!! Oh well. Okay...I'm outta here...I'll update a little before I go to Florida, which is in 11 days, w00t!! Adios all, an Sam, happy anniversary again, hunni!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Hey all!! How has everyone been?? I've been all right. I was worried sick about Sam the past 3 or 4 days. He was having chest pains for a bit, since he was swimming so much, and he thinks he just pulled a muscle. He's a lot better now, and I'm really relieved he is. Anyway, he wasn't able to make it to Providence Place Mall on Saturday, but it's okay...he needed to stay home and take it easy anyway, since the group of my friends and I walked around a lot. Anyway, here are my days Saturday through today.

I got up about 8:30 AM or so on Saturday morning, and I called Sam up to see how he was doing, (Friday he told me he was in quite a bit of pain.) and he had to cancel his plans to go to Providence Place Mall with me....I was disapointed, but much more concerned than upset...Sam wasn't doing too well!! But anyway, I got to the mall around 1:00 PM, and I met up with Amanda's boyfriend Brian, and him and I hung out for about an hour, until our friend PK showed up. We all then got something to eat, I got fried chicken. PK got chinese food, and Brian got mac n' cheese with biscits. Yum!! So we all got done eating, and we all just hung out for a little bit. We headed back to the arcade we all met up at earlier called Zoinks, and we bumped into Amanda!! (Who by the way was 2 and a half hours late, LOL!!!) so she gave me a HUGGGGE hug, and I told her how Sam wasn't feeling great :o(. She could tell I was upset about how Sam wasn't feeling that well, but I tried not to think about it, and tried to enjoy myself at the mall.

We went back to Zoinks, and Amanda and I played DDR for a bit, and I actually did a bit better than I did the time before I played DDR...I actually got some of the things nailed, W00t!!! Then I was REALLLY thirsty, so Amanda, Brian, PK and I all headed to the CVS, and I got a chocolate Yoohoo to drink....YUMM!!! Boy, was I off the wall after I finished that!! I had the giggles SOOO bad, and Amanda, PK, and Brian all gathered around me and started tickling me to death, LOL!!! I couldn't stop laughing!! Brian was picking me up, and PK was holding my feet and the two of them were swinging me back and forth, as Amanda came over and tickled me as this happened, LOL!! So finally, Brian put me down, and we all left Zoinks, and walked around the mall for a bit. We went to this Discovery store place, and we played with the massaging things there, and I put one on the side of my head, and my head was vibrating like CRAZY!!! It hurt a bit though, but it was sooo funny!! Then Brian put it on my back, and it felt SOOO good! He then had the nerve to put the massager thing on my ass!! LOL!! It was really funny though!! I also sat in these massaging chairs too, but I had to get off or else I probably would have had an orgasm, LOL!!

Anyway, all of us headed to Spencers, and I looked at the really bad stuff there, LOL, and I ALMOST bought a vibrator I saw there...hey...I had enough money, I just didn't have the guts to buy it...what would my parents think?!?!? What would Sam have thought?!?!? LOL. Anyway, we headed to Hot Topic after that, and I bought Sam this Spaz juice drink, and got one for myself too...ickkk...doesn't taste that great...but yet, I'm drinking Sam's right now, LOL...but I don't think he would have liked it. So, we all headed back to Zoinks, and just hung out for a little bit, and then I had to go wait for my mom outside of Zoinks, so PK, Brian, Amanda and I all just hung out waiting for my mom, and we took some pictures of each other, and then my mom came to pick me up. Whew...what a fun day!!

Sunday, Sam was feeling a bit better, so I wasn't as stressed out or worried about him, but I kept in touch with him just to be sure he was okay. Mom and I went out to pick up my pictures at Walgreens, and then we went out to Chelo's for a late lunch/early supper. I had fish and chips...YUMM!!! Then we got home, and I just hung out online for a bit, then went to bed. Monday (yesterday) I was home by myself all day, and I talked to Sam for a bit...he was doing a lot better...so I was relieved! We made plans to go the movies Tuesday (today) and then got off the phone with him. I was so relieved he was better!! I watched TV last night, and my internet was down, so I didn't go online, seeing as though I was EXHAUSTED anyway.

I went to bed around 10:30 PM last night, and got up about 8:30 AM this morning and called Sam. He was up of course, and he was fully better!! So plans were still going for today! My mom and I picked him up about 10:45 AM, and Mom dropped Sam and I off at the movies, and we saw "Two Brothers". It was a REALLLLY good movie!! It wasn't a tear jerking movie like I thought it was going to be...thank God!! Sam and I held hands the whole time, and then the movie ended, Sam gave me a big hug, and then we got something to eat. We got a large nacho order, and we finished that up, and just hung out for a bit. It took me a while to build up the courage to ask Sam if we could kiss, and he was a little nervous at first, seeing as though we were surrounded by people, but he finally made up his mind, and we had a quick kiss on the lips. Hehe!! My mom picked us up about 2:30 PM, and then she dropped him off at home, and I went to the bank with Mom to open up an account...w00t!! Then we went home, and had supper later, and here I am now, LOL!! Okay...that's enough typing for me. I'll update again soon...don't worry!!! And Sam, I LOVE YOU!!!!! And I'm glad you're better!!!!!!!!!

Hey all!! How has everyone been? I've been all right. I've been bored outta my mind, and I still have to wait 2 more days until I go to the Providence Place Mall..:o/...I don't think I can make it that long!!! Today is sooo crappy out, and I wanna go for a walk, but it's first of all raining out, and secondly, I can't leave the house because I have to keep an eye on my brother....ickky!! That's okay. Yesterday for most of the day I was stuck in the house as usual, bored as hell, so I called Sam a few times, and he didn't mind which is good. I ended up making plans to go to the movies last night with Liz, and her mother picked me up, along with Sam. The three of us saw King Arthur, and it wasn't exactly my kind of movie. I was dozing off a lot, but hey, at least I was out of the house for a change!!

Finally the movie ended, and Liz, Sam and I all had some extra time to ourselves, so Sam gave me a HUGGGE hug, and I gave him a quick kiss on the side of his neck, and he did the same to me...felt realllly good!! Just having my arms around Sam, and his arms around me feels REALLY good!! I had a huge smile on my face as we hugged, and as he kissed me :o). I was reallly out of it once my mom came to pick us up, since it was kinda late anyway, so I was realllly giggly for no reason, and Sam and Liz got the biggest charge out of it!! We dropped Liz off at her house first, and then we dropped Sam off at his house, and then Mom and I headed home for the night. I called Sam this morning, and chatted with him for a little bit, and then got off, got in the shower, and here I am now. LOL. Can't wait for Saturday when Sam and I go to the mall, and meet up with some other friends!! That'll be a lot of fun!! I'll update again soon. Bye bye all!! P.S. Here is a picture of Sam and I!!!

Hey all!! How was everyone's 4th of July?? Mine was a lot of fun!! I went to a pool party, and got some pictures and some movie clips, and hung out with some people, and I hung out with my friend Kayla for a little bit. It took me about 2-3 hours to finally get in the pool, (I'm VERY shy/uncomfortable in front of people in my bathing suit in case you didn't know :oP) and I was swimming for about 45 minutes to an hour...tipped over my brother in the tube a few times, and made him ticked off...was REALLLY funny though!! I hung out with my parents and some other people too, and ate a bit. The night finally arrived, and the people at the pool party set off (il)legal fireworks, and it was REALLY cool, though very loud. Some fireworks ALMOST hit Kayla and I...it was REALLY funny!! I freaked out a bit though...LOL. After the fireworks were done, Mom, Dad, my brother and I all headed home for the night, and I went out like a light, LOL!!

Saturday (I know...going backwards here...sorry) Sam and I went to see Shrek 2, and went to the mall. Before Sam and I went to the movies, we got pizza at this pizza place (Can't remember what it's called) that we call "Store 69" because it says it's number 69 on a map, LOL!! So it's Sam and my inside joke...LOL. I got realllly wattery pizza, and couldn't even finish it, it was sooo greasy...and yet, Sam finished his no problem...wish I was like that! Yet again, he has short nails, so he doesn't get food under them as easily as I do...oh well!! So we finished our pizza, (I tried to...lol.) and we headed over to the movie theater to get our movie tickets. We got into the movie theater, and painfully sat through some bad coming attractions, and then finally the movie started. Sam and I held hands, and cracked up during pretty much like 90% of the movie...what a GREAT movie!!

Sam and I then headed over to the mall, and looked around the stores a bit, and we got ice cream too at Newport Creamery, and then we just chilled in the middle of the mall. I almost passed out at one point, but Sam helped me to a chair to make sure I was okay. I was fine about ten minutes later once I cooled down a little bit. It was about time for my mom to pick us, so Sam and I headed back to the food court, and my mom was right there to pick us up. We had to stop by Dave's market, so Sam and I waited in the car, and we just chatted a bit. He ended up giving me a hug a few minutes after my mom went into the market, and it seemed to last FOREVER, LOL!! I had my head on his shoulder for the longest time, and we just sat there hugging FOREVER!! Finally, we let go, and I asked him if I could kiss him. Of course he said yes!! So we just had a quick peck on the lips, and blushed a little bit, but looked each other deeply in the eyes, and smiled at each other. God...he's gotten so good with kissing lately!! It's GREAT!! So anyway, we dropped Sam back at his house, and Mom and I headed home. I was SOO happy the rest of the day!! I ended up talking to Sam that night, and then I went to bed...happy. :o). Then it was Sunday, which I already told about, LOL!! Everyone have a good rest of the week!!!

Hey all. Sorry I haven't updated in quite a bit. Haven't been in the best of moods lately...SEVERE PMS. I was really depressed for a few days straight, and did NOT feel like doing a thing. Talking to Sam online or on the phone didn't even help out that much...and he always cheers me up!! I didn't know what was going on! I was having mood swings SOOO bad, from depressed up to hyper and happy, down to depressed again, and then all over again. I tried to ignore it, and go on with life, and for the time being, I was actually happy. Sam and I talked online basically every single night, and last Saturday, him and I went to the movies to see "Stepford Wives". It was a pretty good movie actually! We held hands the whole time, and the place was SOOO crowded...I HATE crowds too! The movie was slightly over an hour and a half long, and when the credits came on, people started to leave, and Sam gave me a HUGE hug!! No kissing though...WAYYY too many people around still. That's all right. Mom took Sam home, and I spent the rest of the evening online.

Sunday, I went to my friend Meaghan's graduation party in Cranston. I had a cheeseburger there, and lots of other good food!! I held her Guinea pig Oreo, and hung out with Meaghan for a little bit. Mom, my brother, and I all headed home, and I just hung out at home. Monday through Friday, I was home basically all day, except Tuesday, Mom and I went to AC Moore, and I got some vanilla waffers to make my pops, and I also got Sam a little piggie bank to give to him for our 7 month anniversary. So I made him some blue vanilla teddy bear pops and the piggie bank...it came out SOOO cute, and Sam loved it!! Wednesday through Friday I spent the rest of those days at home, kinda depressed and missing Sam...so I talked to him over the phone a few times, but I ended up crying a few times talking to him...God...I hate PMS.

Friday night I didn't get much sleep. My room was SOOO warm and uncomforable and I wasn't tired, so I was up all night wide awake, and also excited for Sam coming over Saturday. (yesterday.) Boy, would I regret not getting much sleep Saturday...kind of. Saturday morning FINALLY came along, and I got in the shower around 10:20 AM. I was done around 10:45 AM, and I waited for Mom to finish up what she was doing. Mom let me drive the car to Sam's house when we picked him up, (LOL) and Mom was sooo nervous that when we got to Sam's house, she needed to have a cigarette, LOL!! Poor Mom! So Sam and I got in the backseat of the car, and Mom brought us back home. Sam and I hung out in my room for a little bit, and then I gave him his gift. He liked it!! YAY!! Then Sam and I watched Stich! The movie, and we kissed a few times during that. Sam honestly is sooo much fun to hang out with, even when you don't have anything to do. Just being around him makes me feel good about myself, seeing as though he does make me feel REALLY good about myself, unlike some people.

Sam and I decided to go for a walk, and we probably walked about a mile, and we held hands and cracked up at all the weird stuff we saw. We saw quite a bit of road kill...was kinda funny, yet gross. We got back to my house, and Sam and I watched some TV, and he rubbed my neck and shoulders...ahh felt good! I was dozing off in the lap...it was GREAT!! I was really comfortable laying on Sam...hehe! And he was comfortable too, and that's the main point! Make sure he's comfortable too! We cuddled a bit too while watching TV, and I was still dozing off in his lap, LOL!! Was GREAT!! Mom had to bring him home a little after four, so Sam and I had five minutes more to ourself, seeing as though Mom had to get ready. So Sam gave me a HUGE hug, and I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, and he responded by kissing me really gently on the neck...WOW...it felt SOOO good! We smiled at each other, and and I told him that I love him. He did the same too!! Mom dropped Sam off at home, and then I got ready to go to a clam bake with my mom, dad and brother.

As soon as we got to the clam bake, (it's a HUGGGGGE cookout where people set up this HUGGGE fire with coals where the smoke cooks the food, including clams) it started to DOWNPOUR like you would NOT believe...it was GREAT!! It was like a waterfall over the place where we were at! It finally stopped about 10 minutes later, and I went and got some chicken...was SOOOO spicy but SOOO good!! The sauce on it actually burned my lips REALLY bad, and it kept burning for like 15 minutes!! Happened to my mom too, so I'm not having that stuff again!! I ended up getting a cheeseburger instead, and that was SOOO good!! I then went off and got random pictures of the animals around the yard of the house. I caught two toads when I was there, and then set them free. It was around 8:00 PM where Mom and I started to get cold...the weather was SOO warm earlier where I was wearing shorts, and then it was REALLLY cold all of a sudden, so all of us went home, seeing as though ALL of us were cold and did not have anything to keep us warm...it's okay. I had fun though!!

I got home, got in my PJ's, and I went online for a bit. Sam signed on around 9:40 PM or so, and him and I chatted for a bit...I had to go soon though, seeing as though exhaustion was kicking in INCREDIBLY bad, and I was acting as though I was drunk, and Sam could see I wasn't myself, yet, he thought it was HILIRIOUS, and I thought it was too! He's such a sweetheart, let me tell you...I've never met any other guy as caring, understanding, and as accepting as he is. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I don't know what I'd do without him. Anyway, I said bye to Sam and that I love him, and went right to bed, and got up at about 10:25 AM this morning, and here I am now, LOL!! Everyone take care, and I'll update again...don't worry!!

Well, it's been a long, boring week, with little to nothing to do. Monday I was home all alone all day, and I missed Sam a lot, even though I saw him over the weekend, but this is how I generally am. So I was basically online all day, waiting for the day to go by faster, LOL!! Dad hooked up my new printer, which is a Canon i560, and it prints pictures on photo paper. They come out SOOO good it's not funny! So all day Tuesday, I kept myself busy printing loads of random pictures, and I had to stop unless the ink would run low, and the paper would run out, and I didn't want that. I stayed up until about 11:45 PM that night watching Futarama and Family Guy, and then went to bed. The next day I slept until about 10:45 AM or so, got up, had breakfast, and then Mom and I headed to my school to pick up Sam.

I needed to pick up a recommendation (sp) from one of my teachers too, but he hasn't even started it yet!! Stupid Mr. Etchells, LOL. So I have to pick that up sometime next week. Oh boy. As I was heading out of the school building, I saw Sam, and I had him follow me to the car. My mom dropped Sam and I off at the movies. Sam and I saw Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, and we held hands the whole time, except his hands fell asleep a couple times...poor Sam!! The movie was REALLY good, but my ADD was kicking in, and I wished it was over sooner for some reason...silly me. The movie had finally ended, and since there weren't many people in the theater, we only had to wait for a couple minutes for everyone to leave, and then Sam and I had a quick kiss on the lips...not like last time when we were caught, thank God!!

Mom picked us up about 4:00 PM, and dropped Sam off back at home, and we all had supper later on. Yesterday, I was home all day again, bored as hell, almost to the point of tears. I printed some more pictures to keep myself busy, and I ate a lot, and that's basically what I did. Today has been the same way so far, but I'm going to Chelo's tonight, and hopefully to the movies with Sam again tomorrow night or Sunday night, seeing as though today has been SEVEN WHOLE MONTHS ME AND SAM HAVE BEEN GOING STEADY!!! YAY!! Happy anniversary Sam!! I love you!!!! I'm outta here now. I'll write again soon hopefully!!

So, finally the stress of high school is over!! IT'S ABOUT FRIGGEN TIME!!!! I graduated on Friday, June 11, and I have been enjoying the very start of my summer vacation, woot!!! Let me begin with my trip to Six Flags, and I'll progress each day.

I got to my school around 7:15 AM or so, and I just waited out in the hall for my friend Liz, and finally she arrived, and she had her ADORABLE little doggie with her, whose name is Ramboa. So I held the little doggie, and finally Sam came in the school (he's not a senior, therefore, he didn't go on the Six Flags trip, but I still hung out with him for a little bit.) and I showed him Liz's little doggie. He couldn't stay long, seeing as though he had to go to his English class to finish something, and Liz and I went outside to wait to get on our couch bus. FINALLY, almost an hour later, the busses left for Six Flags. It was boring on the way there, and I got mildly motion sickness. Iccky!! But I didn't throw up thankfully!! Finally, we arrived at Six Flags, and we headed in the park, and Liz and I waited for our friend Marina.

Since Marina's bus was the last bus here, Liz and I had to wait like 20 minutes for her...I was mad at the bus driver, and the heat was already getting to me. But when Marina finally found Liz and I, we headed to the roller coaster, Superman Ride of Steel. We all waited in line for almost an hour, and we snapped a lot of pictures, while being drenched in sweat. FINALLY, it was our turn to get in the train, when all of a sudden, the ride shuts down, and the train we're suppose to get in gets stuck coming back. I almost FLIPPED!!! Once they fixed the train, they had to put it through a test run, and it turned out all right. So the train finally got back, and I sat with Marina, and Liz sat alone...poor Liz!! Marina and I were FREAKING out before the train even went up the lift...the restraints are INCREDIBLY tight, and it hurt my stomach!! But anyway, the train started going up the lift, and I was swearing up a storm in horror, and the 221 foot, 70 degree angle drop was...WOW....SCARY!!! I felt myself start to throw up, but I swallowed it (ewww.) so I wouldn't get it everywhere. The whole ride I was SCREAMING in horror, wishing it was over!!! Finally the ride was over, and I couldn't open my hands they were so numb from holding on SOO tight!! LOL!!

It was around lunch time, and my stomach was a bit better, so Marina, Liz and I all went to get something to eat. I got a HUGE slice of pizza, along with a chocolate milk, and we met up with my friend Guy!! The pizza was SOOOOO good!! After we were done eating, we headed to another ride. Batman the Dark Knight. This one is a floorless coaster, and the line was only 5-10 minutes long. (Everyone in the world was in line for Superman, LOL!!) We got on, and started up the lift, and then headed down the drop through all the inversions!! Now, THAT was a fun ride, and not CLOSE to as bad as Superman!! We went on it a second time too, right after. We only had about two hours left at the park (Only two rides...what a rip off!!) so we all headed to the waterpark, and I just sat on the beach chair there, and I didn't want to go into the water, so I just sunned myself, LOL!! So anyway, Liz and Marina finally got back, and we all headed to the bus. Oh man...it was GREAT to sit down finally!! I had a really sharp pain in my left side, and to sit down felt a lot better!! WOW...what a day!

The next day was graduation practice, and a cookout at the school. Practice went really well, but the cookout/picnic kinda sucked. I got a pretty raw hamburger, so I just threw it out, LOL!! The school day finally ended, and I sat with Sam on the bus. That day was just boring, LOL. Friday, I went into school around 8:45 AM, and I brought my Guinea pig with me to show people. He got SOO much attention!! Then I brought him back to my mom in the car, and got ready for graduation practice day 2. It went by really fast, and I saw that I had half an hour or so before Sam had lunch...so I went into the lunch room for the rest of 1st lunch, and for 2nd lunch. Sam had 3rd lunch. Sam and I hung out at lunch, and he told me he felt really bad that he wasn't gonna be at my graduation. That's all right. Him and I were laughing at EVERYTHING during lunch, and then my mom picked me up around noon, right after lunch. So I said bye to Sam, and got into the car with Mom. I had to be back at the school at 3:00 PM, so when we got back, we all went in the back of the school, and waited there until 5:00 PM. I already had blisters on my feet from my high heels...ickk and ouch!!

Graduation started at 5:00 PM, and my parents got lots of pictures and movies of me, and my friends Nathaniel, April, Sarah and Amanda were all there, YAY!! Graduation finally ended about an hour and a half later, and I met up with Sarah and April, and then I saw Nathaniel. He shook my hand congradulating me, and I just gave him a HUGE hug, thanking him for being there. Mom and I were getting ready to leave, seeing as though we couldn't find Amanda, and thinking she just didn't make it, when all of a sudden, I felt someone come up behind me, and give me a HUGGGGGE bear hug!! IT WAS AMANDA!!! I was SOO happy to see her!! All of us headed home, and Sarah, Amanda and I all hung out at my house for a little bit, and then I went to bed, LOL!! What a day!!

Saturday came along, and I had Sam over for the day. He bought me a graduation gift to make up for not going to my graduation...he bought me this ADORABLE little stuffed kitty with a graduation hat on it, and with a heart shaped graduation balloon!! It's SOO cute!! We had a REALLLY good time too, even though most of the time we just hung out. We watched some TV in my room, and we kinda fooled around a little bit, hehe! We ended up making out twice, and once just a kiss on the lips, and I also gave him lots of little kisses on his neck...he really seemed to like that a lot! The first time we were going kiss/make out, I had to turn the fan off, seeing as though it was too much for me, and I had to stand up on my bed, seeing as though I'm too short to reach, so after I turned it off, I went to plop down on my bed, and I lost my balance, and FELL OFF MY BED, LOL!! Sam grabbed me RIGHT before I hit the ground, and I was BRIGHT red!! It was SOOO embrassing, yet funny!! He was rubbing my back and arms to make sure I was okay!! I was, don't worry!! So we kissed after that, and we really got into it, and he ended up touching one of my boobs...didn't bother me though...I was kind of hoping he would, hehe!! So that set me over the edge, and I almost couldn't breathe I was soo aroused!!

Around 3:00 PM, we had to go soon to drop Sam back off, so he kissed me on the lips really quick, and I looked into his eyes after we kissed, and I gave him a small gentle smile. "I love you," I told him softly. "I love you too," he said back to me just as softly, smiling at me, while looking into my eyes. I've never loved anyone as much as I love him...he's honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me. We picked up my pictures from graduation, and then dropped Sam off, and I chatted with him online Saturday night...that was fun too!! Sunday (yesterday.) I just hung around the house for most of the day, bored...my internet was down, and I was eating a lot, LOL!! I went out with my dad to feed some animals that his boss had us take care of while he was away. We got home around 9:15 PM or so, and I got into bed and watched TV, and then went to bed. I got up this morning around 10:10 AM, and have just been chilling for the time being, LOL!! I'll update again soon!! Bye all!! Sam, I love you, hunni!! You mean the world PLUS more to me!!!!